There's this unexplainable sadness in me, i can't seem to shake...
For some reason for these past 3 weeks, i've been feeling "down." i thought it would pass- that it was just one of those days, or just a phase- but for some strange reason it hasn't. When will it end? i find myself more and more frequently in oddly bad moods. i want to be left alone, but at the same time want someone to care. It's stupid; i really don't know what's wrong with me. But this feeling of being trapped and suffocated is really starting to take its toll, and no matter what i try to do, it just keeps coming back. Every day is a battle. Each second of every minute- i long for it to be over. what it this loneliness and hopelessness that has slowly seemed to take over my entire life? shouldn't i be happy? happy about college? about friends? about spring break? i don't know...what is the source of all of these feelings i can't seem to get rid of?! I know that life isn't easy, so i'll try to be strong and endure this "slump" i guess these are the times where all you can do is fix your eyes on the big guy upstairs. "I will sing in times of trouble, i will trust you God" Please God, take all that have and all that i am, all my troubles, all my burdens, and all my brokeness.
I lay it down at your feet...
"for those who are burdened and weary, sit back, relax, listen, and enjoyy~ i hope it helps in some way. again, good luck to you guys this week, may it be fruitful and restoring <3" -Rebekah Hwang
ReplyDeletestay strong and run hard! spring break! :D