Saturday, November 22, 2014

The Giver & Love


So, I just finished watching The Giver and it was a really good movie. It definitely made me stop and think about life, and about what we take for granted. It really made me appreciate what we have. I know that there is so much we go through each day; there are so many distractions out there. Sometimes we forget that there is much to be thankful for, so much to rejoice about- the joy of friendship, laughter, family, the love of the Father. 

The movie also made me so thankful that we as people, can feel deep raw emotions. Because in the movie, the elders of this so-called "perfect community" integrated a system where citizens had to take injections each morning that dulled and kept their emotions at bay. The people only knew of feelings like love, anger, joy- but were never able to feel them. Like the Giver or keeper of all past memories said, they were just living in gray shadows and echoes of what life once was. Seeing this, I am grateful that we are not stunted and that we do not live  gray echoed lives like those in "The Community." We have life, we have color, we have music, all these beautiful things! Yes, there is hate and war, there's crime, there's death, there's murder- but the pain and the suffering is what makes faith, hope, and love all the more beautiful, all the more precious, all the more real. Those feelings are worth fighting for. Jonas, the apprentice of the Giver and the main character of the movie, fought for exactly that. He caught a glimpse of the past- the beauty and joy along the evil and darkness of societies before them (basically the kind of society we live in now). He was scared at first when we saw glimpses of war. He thought that maybe the elders were right to surpress these emotions to protect society. But in the end, he still knew that sometime was wrong. 

Emotions come with the good, the bad, and the ugly, but despite all the crap in this world, love is worth fighting for. I mean love is what drives us all isn't it? It's what drove God. It's what drove Jesus. God loved us so much that He was willing send His only son to earth to bear our sins and suffer on our behalf, so that we wouldn't have to pay the penalty of death for our sins, so that we wouldn't have to face eternal separation from God if we believe in Jesus, so that we could be reconciled into a right relationship with Him. Jesus was passionate about us. He loved us and was willing to die on the cross for us because He knew that love was worth fighting for when he died, conquered sin, and rose again! That is true and perfect love. The love that we've been searching for, the love that I've known about but never really experienced until now, rests in Him. The deep love that we long for and crave for in this life is a reflection of what He created us for- a deep relationship with Him. Sometimes we search for it in the wrong places, but true, perfect, and unfailing love can only be found in Him.

It is truly beautiful and I'm so glad to see glimpses of His love in my friends when the give to others and in my family when they are thoughtful, in strangers who are kind and self-sacrificial. I'm so thankful that God created us in His image. How wonderful and how beautiful that we are created in the image of Him who feels deeply and who loves deeply. Love makes it all worth it. God is love and we are beloved. 

1 Corinthians 13:1-13
The Excellence of Love

 If I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but do not have love, I have become a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy, and know all mysteries and all knowledge; and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. And if I give all my possessions to feed the poor, and if I surrender my body to be burned, but do not have love, it profits me nothing.

Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

Love never fails; but if there are gifts of prophecy, they will be done away; if there are tongues, they will cease; if there is knowledge, it will be done away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part; but when the perfect comes, the partial will be done away. When I was a child, I used to speak like a child, think like a child, reason like a child; when I became a man, I did away with childish things. For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face; now I know in part, but then I will know fully just as I also have been fully known. But now faith, hope, love, abide these three; but the greatest of these is love.

What is Love?
1 John 4:7-21
God is Love.

Beloved, let us love one another, for love is from God; and everyone who loves is born of God and knows God. The one who does not love does not know God, for God is love. By this the love of God was manifested in us, that God has sent His only begotten Son into the world so that we might live through Him. In this is love, not that we loved God, but that He loved us and sent His Son to be the propitiation for our sins. Beloved, if God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. No one has seen God at any time; if we love one another, God abides in us, and His love is perfected in us. By this we know that we abide in Him and He in us, because He has given us of His Spirit. We have seen and testify that the Father has sent the Son to be the Savior of the world.

Whoever confesses that Jesus is the Son of God, God abides in him, and he in God. We have come to know and have believed the love which God has for us. God is love, and the one who abides in love abides in God, and God abides in him. By this, love is perfected with us, so that we may have confidence in the day of judgment; because as He is, so also are we in this world. There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves punishment, and the one who fears is not perfected in love. We love, because He first loved us. If someone says, “I love God,” and hates his brother, he is a liar; for the one who does not love his brother whom he has seen,cannot love God whom he has not seen. And this commandment we have from Him, that the one who loves God should love his brother also.





Sunday, November 2, 2014


Break this cold, bitter heart of mine
Lord revive my dry dead bones
My soul pants for Your living water
My being thirsts for the living God

My soul is in despair within me Oh, God
My mind troubled deeply
But I know that You shine Your lovingkindness
each morning
And that Your song will be with me in the night
I will continue to pray to you, the God of my life
I will place my hope in You, for I shall again praise You

I say Oh God, why have you forgotten me?
Why am I in affliction because of the enemy?
Why is my soul disturbed within me?
But I will hope in God
I shall still praise Him
For He is faithful, my rock, my shepherd, my All

based on Psalm 42