There have been things i've been struggling with, but today i read these verses which really encouraged me. Maybe it will for you too- in some strange way or anotherr :)

Romans 6: 11-14
"In the same way, count yourselves dead to sin but alive to God in Jesus Christ
Therefore do not let sin reign in your mortal body so that you obey its evil desires
Do not offer the parts of your body to sin, as instruments of wickedness, but rather offer yourselves to God, as those who have been brought from death to life; and offer the parts of your body to him as instruments of righteousness
For sin shall not be your master, because you are not under the law, but under grace."

He has already broken the shackles, the chains. We no longer have to be bound or be a slave to sin, but can live in freedom and righteousness.

Romans 6:5-7
If we have been united with him like this in his death,
we will certainly also be united with him in his resurrection
For we know that our old self was crucified with him so that the body of sin might be done away with,
that we should no longer be a slave to sin-
because anyone who has died has been freed from sin

God, thankyou for the freedom you have given me. Sin shall NOT be my master. You know exactly what i have been battling. But i know that because of your death and your grace i can be alive and free<3